In chapter two, Benson describes the first of the four elements that make up a good life: prayer. I have to confess that I wish in the discussion of these four elements, he made the exploration of prayer the last rather than the first. I think I understand work and community, though I am open to having my understandings of even such commonplace things reformed in the light of Christ. I am also coming to understand rest, different than collapse, and developing rhythms that allow for recovery so that I might live in a sustainable way. But prayer...
Prayer has always been hard for me. There have been seasons in my life as a disciple of Jesus Christ where I have experienced deep intimacy, connection, and even consistency in my prayer life. But more often that has not been my experience. Most of the ways I was trained to pray were more modeled (and as a result "caught") in the context of the evangelical subculture where passionate, ad hoc-conversation style prayer with God was the norm. Perhaps that is why I have only been able to pray with deep intimacy, connection, and consistency episodically. If prayer is communication between a creature and a personal God, then I would imagine (and have experienced) that the way in which we interact is at least as varied as the ways in which my wife and I (or other human beings with whom I am also in personal relationship) communicate.
In my time at the monastery I began to be exposed to liturgical prayer, praying the daily office - gathering together with the monks and other people in the community to pray the Psalms at intervals throughout the day. In this way prayer began to become something more than it had been in the past - less about me and, somehow, more about God and his people. Maybe it has something to do with the fact that I am participating in a way of praying that predates and includes and goes beyond the time of Jesus. And maybe it has something to do with the fact that in praying the daily office I am praying the words of scripture, God's own words, back to him in humility. I don't want to go into all the ways in which my understanding of prayer has changed in the last ten years; let it suffice to say that it has, and for the better. In fact if you would like to hear me reflect on this (God help you), you might check out a sermon I preached last year during a Lenten series on spiritual practices: Learning the Rhythms of Prayer.
One more thing I am learning about prayer: I am beginning to believe it is less about what I do and say and more about a posture of being, awareness, and responsiveness that I am either cultivating or not. This way of being is funded primarily by the question, "Where is God active in me, the people around me, and the environment - and what is required in response?"
For Benedictines, prayer is understood to be their primary vocation - their work. From The Rule of Saint Benedict, as quoted by Benson in the epigraph from chapter two:
"We believe that the divine presence is everywhere and that in every place the eyes of the Lord are watching the good and the wicked. But beyond the least doubt we should believe this to be especially true when we pray. Let us consider, then, how we ought to behave in the presence of God, and let us offer our prayer in such a way that our minds are in harmony with our voices."
Some questions to provoke some introductory discussion on prayer: How does prayer figure, or not, in the rule of your life as you are living it now? It is intentional or haphazard? Beyond the normal feelings of guilt that most of us carry for not doing "it" enough, do you experience life as a result of how you interact with God in prayer? Do you have any experience with a more liturgical approach to prayer? How do you cultivate a posture of awareness, engagement, and responsiveness between yourself, God, others, and the environment.
*Remember in all these discussions, we want comments that are honest, simple, sincere - not profound. Of course if you are profound, that is fine; my point is that I don't want someone to stay out of the discussion because they feel like they don't have anything profound to say.
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