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February 23, 2005

Under Construction

Studioteam After several years of praying, planning, fund-raising, researching, and prepping my friend and fellow Jacob's Well staff member Mike Crawford (pictured with the usual construction suspects) is building. Mike and company have begun construction on a recording studio that will be in our building. I am really excited, but my excitement cannot compare to what I know Mike is feeling as the actual outworking of his dream begins to take shape before his eyes.

Mike came into our community and full-time church ministry through a curious/circuitous route that over time has demanded a great deal of imagination and faith. I met Mike at a wedding for which he was playing music. At the time I was preaching and leading worship every Sunday and after a couple of years of doing that I was basted. In the months following the wedding I slowly got to know Mike over lunches at a Raytown Wendy's. As we first talked over wedding cake and then later over hamburgers, I had a sense that there was some kind of connection happening, but at least initially, nothing formal seemed obvious.

Eventually I was so worn out from doing the majority of the worship experience I called Mike to see if I could talk him into a ten hour per month job, even though he didn't go to our church. We were to meet at a Franciscan Retreat Center for lunch on a Monday (Mike would join me on his lunch break from his programming job). On the Friday preceding our Monday lunch though, Mike called me asking for the number for the retreat center. He said he wanted to spend the whole day there and he would tell me more when we hooked up over lunch. The long and short of it was that the day before Mike's programming position was a casualty of down-sizing. As I told Mike what I had had in mind, he told me that he might have been interested, but given the fact that he was now unemployed with a new house and a third child on the way he could hardly afford to think about a job that was ten hours per week, let alone ten hours a month. I was sad for Mike. I was sad for me.

Michael-1Then a cool thing happened. As we drove back to the retreat center from lunch, I simply asked Mike to describe to me what he loved to do. The whole tone of the conversation changed. Mike isn't and never was a programmer. He did it and did it well. But Mike Crawford was made for music. Anyone who knows Mike knows this is true. I listened to him talk about how much he missed his days playing in a band, writing music, performing in front of a crowd. He said he missed recording music and the more he talked about that, the more he came alive. I watched him describe how much he loved not only the creative process but also the relationships that he formed sitting next to people over a mixing board. Mike loves people. He cares for them. And as I listened to him I was drawn in. Totally.

So I asked him a couple of questions. I asked if he ever considered pursuing this dream of music again like he had in his past before he was a respectable member of the work-force. I asked him if he had ever considered whether or not his dream might be part of the mission of a community of people intent of embodying the gospel in ways that hadn't been imagined or tried yet. I asked him if he would consider coming on staff at Jacob's Well as a part-time worship leader (20 hours per week would really stretch or little budget) and consider raising support as a missional musician. His band would be part of his calling. We would also build a studio that would enable Mike to pastor and reach out to musicians to create great art and build real relationships. I smiled. Mike's eyes filled with tears. Away we went, along with a whole community of people who were willing to risk and stand behind Mike and his family as they pursued Christ into new territory. It has been a great and at times hilarious journey (e.g., we took the money we paid an accountant and paid for his health insurance by capitalizing on his experience with Quick Books - creative church plant financing 101).

StudiobeforeStudioduringMike has been on staff at Jacob's Well for several years now. I remember him saying to me, "Tim, I'm not sure I can really lead worship. I've got kind of a weird voice and I don't know...I just don't know if I'm a worship leader. I guess I'll try." Grins. Mike is a shepherd who leads a very diverse musical community and out of that community creates the musical worship experience of our church. He also has a band that I've mentioned before called Builder. By the way, their web-site now has a music player that allows you to sample their music.

Now, the studio is under construction. Unbelievable.

The man who had received the five talents brought the other five. ‘Master,’ he said, ‘you entrusted me with five talents. See, I have gained five more.’
“His master replied, ‘Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness!’

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February 22, 2005

What the Bleep Screening and Discussion

WhatthebleepAt the Emergent Convention in San Diego Doug Pagitt did a late night discussion called, "How Quantum Physics Saved My Faith." Unfortunately I didn't get to participate because i was leading a late-night discussion called, "What is Emergent?" As if I know. Then on Friday Chris Seay hosted a viewing and discussion of the film, "What the Bleep Do We Know?" Chris was able to secure a copy of the film and the rights to show it in certain contexts (don't ask me how - those of you who know Chris know this is just part of the deal). So Chris did a seminar titled after the name of the film, watched and then discussed it.

I have not seen this film yet. I have a number of friends who have seen it, however. Some loved it. Some hated it. Some called it new-agey crap. Now, anything that provokes that much reaction goes to the top of my list. For several years I have found my faith most profitably stimulated by engaging with the frontiers of innovation and science. I read popular science and technology writing devotionally. For an example in my own journey, see the post, "Theologically Side-Swiped."

Chaos-1One of my favorite books in the last ten years was James Gleick's book, Chaos: The Making of a New Science. If you haven't read any Gleick, treat yourself. The other interesting collection of reads is Philip Pullman's His Dark Materials Trilogy. Pullman is an atheist who cannot stand C.S. Lewis and has sought to create an alternate children's mythology in his three novels, The Golden Compass, The Subtle Knife, and The Amber Spyglass. In these books Pullman combines physics and dark matter, parallel universes/dimensions, magic, and incredibly sympathetically drawn children. I am reading the second book right now and don't know exactly where he will land, but it's really entertaining. I can't help but think Pullman is reacting to what many of us are reacting to in the modern, Enlightenment based articulations and expressions of faith and community. Anyway, this was not the purpose of this post.

The purpose of this post is to invite anyone who is interested in this topic or discussion to a combined event. The local Kansas City Emergent Cohort and Jacob's Well are hosting a viewing and discussion of What the Bleep Do We Know? on Thursday night in the Crossroads district. Mike King has details on his blog. Here's a quick summary of what's happening:

We have arranged a showing of the movie at the Screenland Theater on Thursday night, February 24. The movie cost $6.00. Screenland is a very cool space located at 1656 Washington, KC in the Crossroads area. The movie starts at 7:00 so try and arrive at lease 15 minutes early. Click for directions.

Hope to see you.

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Kate and Andy Spade

SpadesThe newest issue of Fast Company profiles Kate and Andy Spade. If you do not know who this couple is then a quick description would be that they are a couple that has built a fashion empire that began with stylishly designed handbags. Kate Spade (what a freaking cool name) hails from Kansas City and periodically returns to some kind of philanthropic event. I don't know if her husband is from KC or not. Regardless the article in Fast Company discusses the dynamics of what makes them an usually effective team. The lead-in to the article states...

Kate and Andy Spade are that rare thing: a great husband-and-wife business team. What makes their collaboration so unusually powerful? It's all about their differences.

I love it. The article goes on to describe those differences in greater detail. It states, "Andy, the visionary, has the audacious idea. Kate, frugal and more conservative, executes the product with style and an exacting attention to detail." I wonder about the proximity that exists between the vision and execution. It seems that in much of my experience as a leader that either both are expected to exist in the same person or the drop off between the visionary and those who are unable to translate, execute and implement are so great that there is a disconnect. I am looking forward to reading more of this article.

Fast Company lists five observations Andy Spade makes about branding, many of which defy conventional wisdom but that have been born out in my experience, especially numbers three and four.

  1. The Bigger You Get, the Smaller You Should Act. Never, ever start thinking like a big company. Otherwise you become corporate, and there's no interest in that.
  2. Never Believe Anything You've Done is Successful. Challenge it every second, every day.
  3. Brand Consistency is Overrated. The brand doesn't have to look the same, but it has to feel the same. An element of newness and surprise is important for any brand.
  4. Brands Should Have Some Mystery. Customers should never understand the whole picture of a brand.
  5. Your People Are Your Product. They are the vehicle through which everything happens, and they define what you put out.

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February 15, 2005

Blockbuster Video and a Metaphorical Reflection on Grace

BlockbusterI think it's been about a month since Blockbuster announced it's new policy towards returning movies and late fees. Their ad campaign featured a mob of angry consumers marching through a city chanting, "No more late fees! No more late fees!" They arrive in front of a Blockbuster store where I think I remember there are employees hanging a banner (announcing the new campaign?), or something, and the manager turns to the mob and says, "Okay." At this point the mob is transformed into a crowd that begins to celebrate wildly.

As I watched this I was suspicious. I almost always have a late fee waiting to be paid when I reach the counter: balance due - $3.99 (or worse still, $7.98). "Can I get that next time?" I weakly croak. "I'm sorry, sir, this is that next time," comes the reply. So that same night I drove down the block and cornered an employee and made him give me the details. I could tell this guy was really enjoying giving me this good news. I kept waiting for the catch. But no matter how many different ways I framed a "late-fee" scenario the verdict always came back in my favor. I won't go into all the logistics of this new system, you can go and get the good news for yourself. And I am not naive enough to believe that this isn't in the economic best interest of Blockbuster to do this. They are probably trying to wipe out Netflix. That is not my point. So what is?

I have noticed a change in my local Blockbuster. It began with the employee eagerly informing me of the details of this essentially free pass. It continued when I noticed employees smiling at me and actually engaging me in conversation. There are a few employees that I have tried to interact with over the last couple of years and I have been unable to crack them in one way or another. I'm not trying to get to them with some ulterior motive. I just like to interact with people. Now, they were actually initiating conversation with me.

I have seen customers take out their frustrations on hapless employees who have no power over policy. I did not have a hard time imagining the many times upper middle-class people have argued, cajoled or otherwise abused these minimum-wage folks over $3.99. I am certain (because I know myself and have done the same thing) that these are likely the same people who are angered when the movie they want is checked out (God forbid it's late). I can imagine the relief these employees must feel being able to say, with a smile, "You know what? It's no big deal. We got this one."

Curiously, beyond the friendliness I am finding that I am changed, too. I am finding that I want to get the movie back on time. I want to respond to the generosity that is being extended towards me with faithfulness. Grace engendering obedience and more, relationship...

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February 14, 2005

Naked in the Pulpit

I just noticed on Doug Weinbrenner's blog that he linked to the article I wrote for Leadership Journal's first issue of 2005. A few people have asked me for copies but I think a link is better.

This article, like I mentioned earlier, came out of a seminar I did last year at the Emergent Convention (called, "Preaching as an Act of Intimacy") in both San Diego and Nashville. Having the opportunity to present it and interact with others helped me considerably in the development and articulation of the ideas (as did the fine editors at Leadership Journal). In that same spirit, I would welcome any feedback.

Naked in the Pulpit

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February 11, 2005

Pomos Towards Paradise

EyspubAs the profile of emerging churches and especially Brian McLaren increases, many of us within the larger movement are being taken more and more seriously (vs. anomalous and fringe, which we may well be). This is especially true in the publishing world. People, leaders, denominations, and churches are increasingly hungry for newer formulations and articulations of the faith and publishers are striving to find voices who can contribute to the conversation through the vehicle of books.

John Raymond from Zondervan sent out an e-mail containing an article from Publisher's Weekly that demonstrates the conversation's growing presence in the marketplace of ideas. In fact, the article does a remarkably good job tracing the emerging community's history, albeit a history interpreted through the lens of the books that have been produced and published. In order to read the article for free, you have to supply an e-mail address, but as it is an informative read for those interested in this topic, I think it is worthwhile.

Pomos Toward Paradise: A new subcategory points Christians to an emerging faith for a postmodern world by Marcia Ford -- Publishers Weekly, 1/17/2005

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February 10, 2005

Lenten Dinner Pic

Picture357 09Feb05-1Great night.

 

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We're Not as Dumb as We Smart We...think...are...huh? DOH!

NedflandersI don't know if anyone hung out after the Superbowl to watch the Simpsons, but in standard fashion Groenig and company offer piercing social commentary, current events and humor to great effect. In this installation he manages to deconstruct in about three minutes Christian "film-making," evangelism, and an often articulated disregard for creation in favor of getting souls to heaven. To be fair he also mocks secular humanism and the way we (as Americans) "dialogue" in our culture about faith.

My favorite line comes from Ned Flanders in the role of Adam, talking to his boys who play Cain and Abel:

"Boys, I just talked to God. He's vacuuming heaven to get it ready for when dead people show up. He wants you to render a sacrifice!"

I downloaded the episode via Bit Torrent and had a buddy (thanks, Todd!) edit two segments together and convert the .avi to a Quicktime .mov file. It's compressed and comes in at a little over 4MBs so you should be able to download it and watch. Of course, it's a little coarse and over-generalizes unfairly, but like I've heard a couple people say recently, the Old Testament prophets used humor and biting sarcasm to bring God's message to people who need to hear it. So, for those who have ears to hear...or better yet, for those who have bellies to laugh...Balaam's ass and all that...

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By the way, it's not a streaming clip so you have to wait for the whole thing to download.

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February 09, 2005

The Lenten Journey Begins

Rauxlentpic-1Today marks the beginning of the Lenten season. It is Ash Wednesday. During Lent the church walks with Christ the path to the cross. It is hard to believe we are already here. It seems like we were just celebrating Christmas. Nevertheless, we are here and I am glad. This season is one of incredible depth and richness for me personally, as it was for many in our community last year. It may be that in some countries or cultures they need reminders to celebrate and reflect on God's bounty made manifest in Christ at Christmas, but in West I believe we do better to mark Lent as our particular season - a season of humility and penitence and limitations.

Lent is a season of journeying with Christ his path to the cross. Not for the sake of another journey to fill our already overflowing chest of experiential treasures, but for the sake of Christ alone do we step onto this road. We walk this path that we might meet him who has walked before us and who still walks with us when we seek after him. Christ.

I want to know Christ, and the power of his resurrection, and the fellowship of sharing in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death and so, somehow, to attain to the resurrection from the dead.

Last year was the first time the community at Jacob's Well observed more than Good Friday and Easter. We set apart the forty days of Lent as a season of preparation leading into Easter. We observed a handful of practices designed to help us draw us towards Christ. Like I mentioned above, it was an incredibly profound experience for me, as it was for many. Taking cues from last year, a small group of people have developed some practices, in keeping with practices Christians have observed for centuries, to begin and aid us on our journey to and with Christ.

RouaultLet me invite you to join us this Lenten season in at least these following ways:

  • Lent begins with Ash Wednesday, February 9. You're invited to mark this beginning with a simple dinner at 6:30 PM followed by a worship gathering at 7:30 PM. Children are fully welcomed as participants together with their families in this gathering.
  • Beginning Thursday, February 10, you are invited to vespers each weekday from 5:30PM to 6:30PM in the prayer chapel. During this time, we will practice together ways of finding solitude in the midst of our busy lives.
  • We invite you to consider fasting during this season. Some from the community are fasting "in common." If you choose to fast from Tuesday evening until Wednesday evenings during Lent, you're invited to break your fast with others from the community by sharing a simple meal of soup each Wednesday beginning February 16 from 5:30PM to 6:30 PM in the third-floor common room.

If you are unable to join us or are only able participate in our community from afar, let me encourage you to make the most of the opportunity that Lent offers wherever you are. Henri Nouwen has some wonderful Lenten devotional resources that are worth investment. In fact, I will end with a Nouwen quote.

"How often have I lived through these weeks without paying much attention to penance, fasting, and prayer? How often have I missed the spiritual fruits of the season without even being aware of it? But how can I ever really celebrate Easter without observing Lent? How can I rejoice fully in your Resurrection when I have avoided participating in your death?

"Yes, Lord, I have to die—with you, through you, and in you—and thus become ready to recognize you when you appear to me in your Resurrection. There is so much in me that needs to die: false attachments, greed and anger, impatience and stinginess.... I see clearly now how little I have died with you, really gone your way and been faithful to it. O Lord, make this Lenten season different from the other ones. Let me find you again. Amen."
- Henri Nouwen, "A Lenten Prayer" from A Cry for Mercy: Prayers from the Genesee

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February 08, 2005

It's My Blogiversary

BloggingI just realized that this week marks the beginning of my third year of blogging. I know that I have been inconsistent, but I really love blogging. This practice has become something of a discipline for me, an ongoing way of living reflectively and observantly (and even publicly). I am increasingly convinced that we are invited to be interpreters and linguists, people who mine the stories of our lives for meaning and who articulate through the avenue of (in this instance) writing our stories. For those of us who follow after God in the way of Jesus we have the added opportunity of perceiving God's story and the (hopefully) increasing number of ways those two stories (along with all the stories of the people who make up our lives) intersect playfully, painfully, and transformationally.

Before I began blogging, I journaled. I have shelves full of journals. I've probably spent fifteen years journaling more consistently than not. However, that consistency has waned since I began blogging. For the most part, I am glad for the transition. Journaling was important to connect me with my inner landscape, especially at a time when that landscape was mysterious and largely inaccessible to me. Writing became a way of going inside and allowing whatever was steeping a vent for release, if only for me on a single page of paper. It is good that is was so because often what I recorded was pain. One thing I never cracked through was daily writing, however. I've been told one must write everyday to develop a voice. On average I wrote no more than 12 times per month and often eight to ten times. It was enough.

I have noticed (through the vehicle of the "Blog Calendar" on the side) that when I am at my blogging best, I am writing roughly the same amount. So from that limited amount of data, I infer that blogging has taken the previously occupied role that personal journaling played for me. I wonder if it is in any way indicative of the journey that we go on as human beings, a journey that must begin by some sort of inward reckoning that is largely solitary but that ultimately must move outward or grow stale?

Anyway, thanks to all of you who make this blog part of your online community. If it is part of the panoply of practices that shape your spiritual life then I am grateful and humbled. And if it is only for a good laugh (with me or at me, either is fine) that you occasionally drop by, then I am no less grateful. I must also thank my inanimate (debatably so) traveling companion, the glorious 15" G4 Powerbook, without which my so-called writing life would be considerably more anemic.

Only this, on my third blogiversary, do me a favor. Make a comment. If it is only your name and a hello, let me know you are out there - lurkers, come clean. And if you are a regular join in as well. In fact, to further entice you to post on this entry, I am going to list my current favorite iPod playlist and ask you to vote/record your favorite song from my list. It's a 70s playlist that is full of all kinds of love and fun. Blessings.

Your Song, Elton John
Going to California, Led Zeppelin
Dancing Queen, Abba
Come Sail Away, Styx
Strange Magic, Electric Light Orchestra
Feelin' Groovy, Simon & Garfunkel
Rubberband Man, The Spinners
Telephone Line, Electric Light Orchestra
Holly Holy, Neil Diamond
The Grand Illusion, Styx
Ramble On, Led Zeppelin
Song Sung Blue, Neil Diamond
So Far Away, Carole King
Sweet Caroline, Neil Diamond
Fernando, Abba
Play That Funky Music White Boy, Wild Cherry
Mr. Blue Sky, Electric Light Orchestra
Rocket Man, Elton John
April, Come She Will, Simon & Garfunkel
I Want You to Want Me, Cheap Trick
Forever in Blue Jeans, Neil Diamond
Easy (Like Sunday Morning), The Commodores
Tiny Dancer, Elton John
Sara Smile, Hall & Oates

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